Tuesday, January 31, 2012

ALLOW

Taken from Danna Faulds book, 'GO IN AND IN'

"THERE IS NO CONTROLLING LIFE. TRY CORRALLING A LIGHTNING BOLT, CONTAINING A TORNADO. DAM A STREAM AND IT WILL CREATE A NEW CHANNEL. RESIST, AND THE TIDE WILL SWEEP YOU OFF YOUR FEET. ALLOW, AND GRACE WILL CARRY YOU TO HIGHER GROUND. THE ONLY SAFETY LIES IN LETTING IT ALL IN--THE WILD AND THE WEAK; FEAR, FANTASIES, FAILURES AND SUCCESS. WHEN LOSS RIPS OFF THE DOORS OF THE HEART, OR SADNESS VEILS YOUR VISION WITH DESPAIR, PRACTICE BECOMES SIMPLY BEARING THE TRUTH. IN THE CHOICE TO LET GO OF YOUR KNOWN WAY OF BEING, THE WHOLE WORLD IS REVEALED TO YOUR NEW EYES."

Monday, January 30, 2012

THE HEALING BIRD

Years ago, my friend Mary (who passed away December 15, 2011) gave me this sand painting. It most likely came from her Aunt's shop, "Bill's Trading Post" in Berkeley, California. Mary purchased lots of gifts for me from that shop throughout the years which I still have and cherish.

I never knew how important this gift would be until I found it in a stack of pictures and paintings when we moved. I had them all in a pile so that I could re-hang the things that were important to me in our new house. This gift has a 3 X 5 card taped to the back that says this: "Healing Bird...they are used for treatment of all illnesses by the medicine men. This painting is made from natural color of sand and rock." It is signed but I cannot read it, unfortunately. Maybe it was signed by the medicine man himself since doctors are known for their sloppy signatures when they write prescriptions!

Anyway, what comes to mind for me is that since I heard of Mary's passing on December 15th, I had hoped that the gift her death would bring would be the healing of relationships. I cannot speak for others but for myself, I am feeling the healing that I am speaking about. And perhaps it is because I am reading "Awakening Joy" right now which is so apropos. Or perhaps it is because I have learned that I cannot fix other people, only myself. And by seeing Mary's Healing Bird appear at a time that I most needed it, I think that she always knew I would need this at some point in my life since it is "used for treatment of all illnesses".

I watched a video yesterday on YouTube that really hit home for me. Perhaps it will make an impression on some of you too. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sEzJnheUIXc  Our lives are what we make of them and there is always someone out there who has it worse than we do. I appreciate my life because I know that in an instant it can be over. I want no regrets, only healing. Thanks for the prescription Mary! I will use it wisely!

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

"The most regretful people on earth are those who felt the call to creative work, who felt their own creative power restive and uprising, and gave to it neither power nor time."    Mary Oliver

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